journara

— inner & outer WORLDS 

by  TARA NIKKI xo

to honor the 10-year journey
that brought me back to my.self

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A RETROSPECTIVE

The only way out is through ❤︎

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You’ll experience a mix of raw emotion, thoughts, questions, rhyme, reason, art, musings, realizations, reflections & everything in-between

I started journaling in 2014, almost 10-years ago— this is that journal ❤︎

❤︎ Reading it back has opened my eyes to the different sides of myself

❤︎ Brought to light parts of me that were lost in the dark & wanted finding

❤︎ And ultimately, it’s helped me see what I’ve needed to move forward

the journal that started it all —

PRESENTING by TARA NIKKI xo

only the
SHADOW
  
     
KNOWS

Thank you for seeing me for me
And I hope it helps if you see some of you, too ❤︎

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I release these pieces
in honor of the version of me that created them.

With this piece, I release all the thoughts & feelings that no longer serve her
— doubt, shame, guilt, abandonment, confusion, lack, inadequacy, anger, and fear —
& embrace her fully in unconditional love.

pieces of my being — 

only the
SHADOW   
     
KNOWS

only the
SHADOW   
      KNOWS

only the
SHADOW   
      KNOWS

 here, I MADE THESE—

JOURNALS

Journaling is 100% how I made it through some of the toughest years of my life.

Now I use them to dream, process thoughts & emotions, & connect more deeply with my-self.

I invite you to embark on the magic of journaling for your-self ❤︎

Find the journal that connects with you & let your own journey begin!

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You’ll experience a mix of raw emotion, thoughts, questions, rhyme, reason, art, musings, realizations, reflections & everything in-between

Thank you for seeing me for me
And I hope it helps if you see some of you, too ❤︎

PRESENTING by TARA NIKKI xo

TARA

NIKKI

xo

— from 2013 - 2023 —

this is the journey back to me

❤︎

Thank you for seeing me for me—
And I hope it helps if you see some of you, too ❤︎

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+ Artwork Archive Release

+ Blank Journal Launch

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