journara

A RETROSPECTIVE

— by TARA NIKKI xo —

The only way out is through ❤︎

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HONORING the 10-year journey that
brought me back to my*self

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You’ll experience a mix of raw emotion, thoughts, questions, rhyme, reason, art, musings, realizations, reflections & everything in-between

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PRESENTING by TARA NIKKI xo

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I started journaling in 2014, almost 10 years ago—
this is that journal ❤︎

It’s the piece that’s inspired this entire retrospective.

It’s the piece that cracked me open.

only the
SHADOW   
     
KNOWS

❤︎ Reading it back has opened my eyes to the different sides of myself

❤︎ Brought to light parts of me that were lost in the dark & wanted finding

❤︎ And ultimately, it’s helped me see what I’ve needed to move forward

Thank you for seeing me for me
And I hope it helps if you see some of you, too ❤︎

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I release this piece
in honor of the version of me that wrote it.

With this piece, I release all the thoughts & feelings that no longer serve her
— doubt, shame, guilt, abandonment, confusion, lack, inadequacy, anger, and fear —
& embrace her fully in unconditional love.

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— from 2013 - 2023 —

this is the journey back to me

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Thank you for seeing me for me
And I hope it helps if you see some of you, too ❤︎

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 here, I made this—

Journaling is 100% how I made it through some of the toughest years of my life.

Now I use them to dream, process thoughts & emotions, & connect more deeply with my-self.

I invite you to embark on the magic of journaling for your-self ❤︎

Find the journal that connects with you & let your own journey begin!

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