I look to see…

I look to see where I can have more of me right here.. right now. Have as in experience. The more ways I can bring to life the experience I imagine, I feel welling up inside me right here, in the moment I feel it. It often comes with a nudge, an inkling that I want to say or do or take action in— when I allow it to flow and follow through, I feel closer. When I restrict, restrain, overthink, withstain, I feel further and it pesters me and builds up— until I release or alter my mood. When I don’t I get crnaky or orritated, short, snappy. When I do, I smile and beam and feel free to move forward in other things. The more that I do, the more I can do, the more I’m doing the business of being me. It’s honestly the better feeling, it feels much more free, like I’m honoring me, my thoughts and my feelings, all helping me to be— my best & most honored self. More than sitting and analyzing myself. I go and I flow and I walk through the door the better version of me.